Befriend your body. Rewrite the story of your life.

BodyStory Custom Erotica

Hello beautiful being.

I’m so honored that you are coming to me for a bespoke exploration of your erotic fantasies. 

 
This work is for you if you want to dare to explore an erotic fantasy in a safe play space. It’s perfect for you to try on a desire, explore something that you “should” not want, or simply want to receive the gift of your deepest fantasy come to life. 

 
This form is a confidential place for you to share the details of the story you want to come to life. Give me as much information as you would like to include in your story, and I’ll get busy making some magic words. 
 
Once you have your story, you’re free to use it any way your filthy mind desires so long as you attribute the writing to Sonja Semyonova at BodyStory. 

Bespoke Erotica

Before we begin... Are you above the legal age in your local jurisdiction to access sexual content? Before we begin... Are you above the legal age in your local jurisdiction to access sexual content?

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Your deepest desires will guide this work. It’s okay to know exactly what you want and it’s okay to not be 100% sure. Start by sharing as much about the fantasy or fantasies that you would like me to write about. If you need prompting, think of what turns you on as you self-pleasure, search for porn, or read erotica. Some ideas: - Celebration fantasy (a sexual fantasy of worship and adoration, featuring one or many) - Taboo fantasy (something that goes against the "shoulds" or something that has brought you shame in the past that you want to move past) - Sexual revenge fantasy (channel your anger into the erotic -- with no consequences) Share who, what, when, how, where. Don't worry about the why. Here are some prompts to get you started: - I have always wanted to... - The kind of person I want to have in my bed looks like/sounds like/feels like... - Something I want but have never admitted to another person is... Note: I welcome your desires, from vanilla to kinky. However, I won't take commissions for works involving fantasies about individuals below the age of 18 in any form.

If you could choose to feel a certain way in sex, what would it be? (Choose as many as you like)

A peak erotic experience (your sexual "highlight reel") - Sexual or other trauma and how you feel a custom erotica story would address that - Your history with sex therapy and/or erotic bodywork (sexological bodywork, sensual massage, sex workers, sexual surrogates, tantra, etc.) - Any time you've lived some aspect of this sexual fantasy described in the question above.

Do you want 1:1 guidance from me to bring our your fantasy before I write it? Your story includes one 30-minute call to go over the frame of what you want. If your concept isn't clear, or you struggle to direct me where you want to go, I will suggest you sign up for a package of 4 sessions to explore how you engage with desire and add color to your erotic fantasies.

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The Journal

Karma yoga (on the path of motherhood)

I like the skins on sweet potatoes. I enjoy their texture and I like knowing that there are nutrients in them. I also don’t particularly like peeling them. It adds an extra step that is not necessary, which makes a difference in the limited time I have to cook us a meal. But she doesn’t like them. If I leave the skins on anything — sweet potatoes, carrots, grapes, even chickpeas — she sticks out her tongue and spits until the offending characters out of her mouth. Perhaps the texture is too much for her smooth baby tongue. Or maybe she doesn’t have the right technique to adequately grind the skins down with these new teeth of hers. My job is to smooth the rough road ahead of her, so I peel the sweet potatoes before I put them in the food we will share.

This too with love

I lived on Kauai for the past two years. During that time I never seemed to see the news. No one I knew had televisions and I almost never saw a paper. But as we are transitioning our life to Mexico, I have been stationed at my in-laws’ house in a suburban purgatory for a month. This is my vacation to the rest of the world. Here, the news is a part of life.

It’s not that I value being uninformed. Quite the contrary. It is that I value learning what I need to learn without taking a healthy dose of fear alongside it. It is possible to do this, though it does take a bit of work because everyone has a slant, including me.

How I learned to become an Ayurvedic baker (plus a recipe for cookies you can eat for breakfast)

When I was in my early twenties, I woke very, very early and hauled myself into a kitchen of a cafe in Boulder, Colorado. I flipped on the lights at 5:00 a.m., turned on the ovens, and spent my morning hefting gigantic trays of steaming muffins, pies, and cookies from back of house to front.

Baking has been in my DNA since I was born, and it was delicious fun to live out my childhood fantasies as a professional baker. But as much as I loved spreading the perfect cream cheese frosting on a carrot cake, this new direction kept appearing for me. At the same time I was learning to perfect my cheesecake recipe, I was learning about the effects of refined sugar on my body. I was whipping up layer cakes while doing candida cleanses, and suddenly it just fell apart. I left my job as a sugarplum drug dealer and sadly tucked my apron deep into the back of my pantry.

“On this path effort never goes to waste, and there is no failure.”

The Bhagavad Gita 2:40